2019 Chinese Horoscope Dragon

Navigating the dark such is the life of everyone. Gaining a sens of order, of mechanism, is indeed interesting to the mind in somewhat securing its actions and thoughts but it is still no guaranty for it always remains incomplete, and mostly, we may somewhat perceive a glimpse of a bigger order and realize our own will isn't in accordance with that order which will make us feel 'wrong', perhaps inadequate, or perhaps frustrated that we cannot access the way of our desires. It is just hard sometimes to grasp it all, and some other times we don't even feel the need to grasp it all yet still are able to act in accordance and get favorable result in the end, despite not knowing it all, despite not understand it all. This is what mostly faith movements and religions will try to sooth (more or less adequately) with their principles and views, simply a way to get going through despite not understanding it all. But this is what meditation and self-awareness is trying to teach us just the same, to help you reach an inner confidence in 'every' situation, the good ones when everything almost seems to run smooth on its own but also in the rainy days when things tend to get difficult and incomprehensible, because the world, the universe, is very big and very small, you are in the middle of it all, you are the I of the storm of your world. This is why you need to collect yourself every now and then, to listen and understand yourself whenever you can in order to stabilize yourself in the long run through rough times. Because easy is easy for anyone, hard is not always hard the same way depending on our abilities, potentials, self-understand and self-achievements. 'Immortality' is accessible to all but remains something that we must/have to access, it is not simply given or granted, but by the simple fact of your life, it is accessible, it might just not be exactly what you thought of it in your mind. Nevertheless, allow yourself the transformation of your decisions and therefore, pay attention to the decisions that you make for yourself for they will reflect upon you and ultimately upon others around you. No human has ever avoided death, Immortality isn't about such goal either, it is about being reborn, thus changing. Do not worry about the unknown and pay attention into knowing better of yourself and what surrounds you and sharpen your judgement with every steps and in this way you will always grow, you will progress no matter how small the progress is, it is still progress. May you find peace, guidance and enlightenment through it all.